Mommy Be You

I know that I haven’t been blogging as much and that’s only because Iv been dealing with a lot stuff with my family. I remember when everything use to be so balance and now we’re at our low again. I don’t understand why the system makes it so hard for us?

As you know I struggle with depression and anxiety so to go through this hard time with my family just makes it worse. My husband recently lost his job and it’s been a bit rough not only for me but for him, He’s just been getting hit by defeat. One minute will be doing good better than never to starting all over again. How can you have a positive outlook on life when you just get knocked down but what amazes me is that even though we’re struggling and all the stress is pinned on my husband he still positive and tells me everything will be okay but he made me realize how to have a positive mindset and that everything will be okay.

I’m a very stressful and anxious so when he tells me that of course I believe him and it tends to make me have a positive outlook on life. Yes, it may be hard now but it will not be like that all the time. There will be a bump in the road every now and then but it’s not the end of the world. All you have to do is not let it get to you and just push through. I see it as god is challenging us and I know that may sound crazy but that how I kind of see it. When everything is going good and all of a sudden you get hit with a challenge. Are you gonna give up and just not care or are you gonna take it and keep fighting until you get back to where you were.

Iv got hit by defeat a couple times and i realized that I’m not gonna sit here and take it. I’m gonna keep pushing through I’m not gonna let something that little get the best out of me. I understand we all handle our stress and frustration a different but Iv learned not to let it get to me. I’m very grateful for my husband and I know I say that a lot but I am. He’s made me see that it’s not the end and everything will be okay. After everything he’s gone through and I’m he’s still positive to this day.

“Sometimes the bad things that happen in our lives put us directly on the path to the best things that will happen to us.” – Nicole Reed