Mommy Be You

Do you ever wonder what your doing ? Or how your doing it. That’s the question I keep asking myself. Being a young stay at home mom with three girls it rough, anyone who tells you its easy their lying but I feel though that being a mom is a blessing. When they say that kids change you, it’s true. Iv grown so much over the past five years from me being a young girl pregnant finishing high school to being a young married women to three beautiful girls. I love my little family, my girls have been my everything since the first time I laid my eyes on them. After having my first child I assumed that I would go back to my regular self. But after finding out from my doctor that I would experience postpartum depression after having my daughter. Of course being a first time young mom I didn’t know what the heck that was. After a couple months I started to feel that depression, stress and anxiety. I’m a skeptical person so I didn’t really think postpartum depression was real but it is and it sucks. Soon after having my second daughter my postpartum depression got even worse and I’m wondering how to not feel so low and stressed all the time. But Iv realized that life is a b**ch and I’m not gonna waist my life being mopey. My husband made me realize that I have to take care of myself so I can be their for my girls, I want my daughters to see how strong and independent their mom is. Mom’s!!! Don’t think your not enough and don’t think your a bad mom, it may be stressful and hard but at the end of the day you got this.